Every where I go I see things that remind me of Elena and of who she would have been.
My Mom, Aunt and two of my sisters came into town and along with B and Mason we headed over to Walmart. I swear it was like EVERY single person there had a son and daughter about 2 years apart. Just what I needed to see. It makes me SO sad because Mason and Elena are going to miss out on that.
I logged onto my google documents because I had a gift card to use and right there to smack me in the face:
JULY MOMS DUE DATE
JULY MOMS LABOR BUDDIES
Just what I needed to see as I was getting ready to order No More Milk tea.
I log onto Pinterest to get some recipe ideas.
Baby pictures every where, maternity pictures, my Board for “Baby #2 Coming In July.
I log onto Facebook. Pregnancy announcements, pregnant bellies and new born babies are everywhere.
I wonder when it’ll be safe again to go online or out in public, to see these things and not have it make me burst into tears.